Newly born Pugs

Newly born Pugs, a set on Flickr.

Newly born pugs

IMG_2732, a photo by William_Fong on Flickr.

A Paradise Dream Come True

The dream is over, Bali was like a figment of my imagination, its so good to be true
,so beautiful , so wonderful that i yet to accept the fact i able to experience it myself...
But is all over.... im now back to reality.. back to the boring old city life....

I was amazed over there.... as how patient and friendly the locals Balinese are , whilst they are rich in culture and history,
they were also god fearing religous people. Most of the time i hate massive assimilation of society using religion....
muslim countries i seen are nothing but terrorism to me... destroy all other assimilation the rest....but not Bali,
as their country are of 80% Hindus, i never knew with a proper religion shape overall society to the better
nation... this has be proven and shown to me right in the face....

Its truely amazing... after couple of nights i felt Bali is a place where i can truely relax of not being mug,
not having a fear of any negative thoughs ever occurs while u are staying in malaysia.
The way the drive are so polite and patient, its truely makes us discomfort at first, as this is only occurs out of fantasy for the
common folks over malaysia.... you hardly see any police over there...

Now i truely understands why westerners treat this Bali as a heavenly paradise... it is indeed....

Im gonna save up for my next visit... i miss my paradise...

Your lips....

Your lips speak soft sweetness

Your touch a cool caress

I am lost in your magic

My heart beats within your chest

I think of you each morning

And dream of you each night

I think of your arms being around me

And cannot express my delight

Never have I fallen

But I am quickly on my way

You hold a heart in your hands

That has never before been given away

For my dear ~ Poh Poh

Things I Love About You

I love the way you love me,
And how you tend to care
I love the way you laugh
And how you tend to stare

I love the way you make fun of me
And how you say you don't
I love the way you smile
And make everything worth while

I love the way you walk
And how you tend to talk
I love the way you whisper during movies
And how you makes my heart beat increase

I love the way you look in jeans
And how you're very hot
I love the way you stand with me
After I circle the spot

I love the way you sit with me
And how you press your hair
I love the way you trust me
And let me do my dares
These words I wrote
To complete my vow,
My love for You will always grow

There’s a special kind of happiness
That only love can bring,
And I’ve found that happiness with you...
Dear...
You are my everything.

Song for you~~ Close to you by carpenters.....

Carpenters - Close to you

Why do birds
Suddenly appear?
Everytime you are near
Just like me
They long to be
Close to you

Why do stars
Fall down from the sky?
Everytime you walk by
Just like me
They long to be
Close to you

(*) on the day that you were born
The angels got together and decided
To create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moondust in your hair
Of gold and starlight in your eyes of blue

(**) that is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around
Just like me
They long to be
Close to you

Repeat (*)
Repeat (**)

Just like me
They long to be
Close to you

Woo... close to you...

Reaching For The Stars

Reaching For The Stars

My dreams I have continued to pursue
Up high I tried to reach all the stars in view
You stood by me all the way through
Gave me hope that a better future will ensue
Kept me grounded when too high I flew
Urged me on when hopelessness grew
Now I believe dreams can come true
Because in my life there is you.

Sleepless night at Bercham~~

Lately I been having some hard time sleeping early, lots of dreams and most of them don’t make sense. Could it be work, family, or love life? Still… what could be affecting my sleep for so long?


Therefore I been reflecting on things I done lately, could it be my minds telling me something? Could I have regrets or doubts on things I done? What is the right or wrong decision/action to take? How do we know for sure?
I think it’s just a matter of perception for person of the receiving end. Our lives are shape by decision we take or made by others. From each decision form an action, and from an action will always produce a reaction, it’s the law of physics as we know.



Unaware by most, every living soul on earth are connected somehow, united by a chain that binds our fate together, Why does I say so, well it’s just my observation from some time. What we decide on our everyday life not only affects our life but lives around us. With news about a teenager committing suicide because of failed unrequited love, this just stumble me. I feel no pity towards him, as his action are stupid, selfish and meaningless, for his act of cowardly has destroy the life of many, his family have to live in shame and quilt for the rest of their life.


While the girl of his weak minded self taught he was in love in, has her life pull into the limelight of naïve society with countless people judging her and giving her injustice comments. So this has again concurred my observation, what we do, does not only effects us but in some way, big or small, direct or indirect cause a chain reaction to the rest of the world.


Because of his stupid, act might spawn someone else around the globe to commit the same act, just because one are unable to cope with reality and decide to take the easy and selfish way out. This is just wrong, weak and sad. No matter the reason there are others has it worse than them, the world does not revolves around them, they are just too self center and egoistic to see this.

Huuurrrfuuuh…. Getting back to my problem, why I’m having bad sleeps I wonder, I keep thinking of how I should, would, could, will, might act on things that has past or to come. Is it out of boredom, why am I feeling lost? I able to solve countless problems of others why I still unable to make peace with mind?


I been long adapting the life style of aikido, way of harmony, I try to live life by the center core, balance in everything, training my mental and spirit towards the better of my current self. I know have a lot of progress compare to the few years ago, people around me sees it too, but still, my life I feel uncontended, empty,incomplete…… there could be only one torn around my heart that I never really gotten used to yet….


Haiz, yet this is just another emo out burst I have, in couple of days I would have forgotten it, maybe I’m still too emotional, never really gotten used to letting go, or maybe I’m just plain getting old hahaaa, time is catching up with me, Hahaa …. Maybe … just maybe ….. my birthday is also around the corner~ and its kicking my brain to Over drive lolz ….


Yawn……well..… I thinks I feel slightly better…. Talking to myself seems does lighten my load….abit … Hope I can sleep better tonight with no weird dreams…. Don’t mind hamsap dream though hahahaa…

Perplexed state of the world

Been lazy to blog, busy busy busy, lately, guess i still has a lot in my mind need to be cleared, and things needed to be done. Well, life as we know still goes on..... and we are obligated to strive forward...

I have a rich world of thoughts, feelings and ideas and some of them I really do want to share with the world or just with a close friend or two. Sometimes an idea is so abstract or intense in some way that I just can't put it into words.  I believe some concepts and feelings really do go beyond mere words and words don't completely capture the essence and intensity of it all. I'm usually quite good with words too but I've ran into a few things that I understand and experience very clearly but just can't put into words.  And if I do express something, I want to express it authentically and clearly as I see it and if I can't do this I often just keep it to myself but it feels so intense unexpressed.  I'm not sure if I should attempt to express myself if I'm going to come off in a way different than I intended. I usually don't.

Art and music can often express concepts that go beyond words and I'm grateful for both of these things. Sometimes I can just listen to a piece of music that captures what I wanted to say or how I feel and I can just connect with it and feel better. Or sometimes I can shoot or improvise on an photos and express myself through that. Either way can work. Sometimes abstract poetry works well too.

There are other times where I can put something into words but am afraid to say it for some reason or another.